The time is 4.35, and here I sit at the pc deciding what is and what is not interesting about today.. Well to be honest I have accomplished very little today mainly because I have been resting after a rather weird and draining month. 3 weeks ago I was rushed into theatre with an ectopic pregnancy, all very sudden and totally unexpected (considering my birth control is allegedly 99%) so since then and the 'come down' effects of morphine and anaesthetic I have been a physically and mentally drained space cadet! Anyway, last night me and my partner went to a concert, a welcome break from the last few surreal weeks and general life duties and family commitments. We saw FAITHLESS live!! WOW! They were amazing, the energy in the Centre was so high, the music was totally uplifting.. to be honest it felt like a healing process took place..
So, today i rested, tonight i am back at work (a part time job in a small village pub) and i feel like a nervous wreck, the locals are going to ask questions and i havent really prepared myself for this, and to top that i have a new boss that i havent worked with before. I have a feeling i will either start crying like a complete wally at a really inappropriate time, or cock up orders, i am guessing my efforts will look lame and a bit sad, especially with the pressure of 'the boss' looking over my shoulder! It could end up quite hilarious or hysterical. I will now sign off from here, try to mentally armour myself, brush my hair, put on my boots, grab my keys, kiss the kids, squeeze my partner, and head off into the unknown realms and consequences of a night at 'ye olde tiger inne'!